yeay, new template :)

Assalamualaikum and greetings everybodyy~

hi there. i've changed my blog template few days ago but didn't manage to taking care of it because i'm too busy taking care of my life. haha lame excuse. anyway, i only have a few days away from some big exam i'm going through. wish me luck.

so how's life? i hope all of you are okay and having a better days. for those who are having some bad days, a better days will come ahead. no worries. actually i don't have much time to update this blog. i must take care of my beauty, haha i'm going to get extra sleep shortly. i've been very extremely busy studying, i think my brain is going to burst. *joke

i'm not going to take much time, i hope you guys having a wonderful days ahead. tomorrow is the starting of november, we meet again November. and soon it will be 2013. time sure flew faster than we thought. 

okay that's all i guess. adios~

" if you're brave enough to say 'good bye', life will reward you with a new 'hello' "

- paulo choelo

sincerely,

cikmuda [♥]

I'm here :)

Assalamualaikum and greetings

for such a long time i left this blog without any updates. well, what can i say. i just too lazy to make a post.
i just finished making my first chicken lasagna. craving much, so i did it at last. yeay (>‿◠)✌

time sure flew fast nowadays. i've finished my studies and already coming back home. some of my friends are already in degree studies, some are already working, and few of them are already married. good to know. but what about me? still not working, still got a lot to learn and still have a long journey before getting married, but insya-Allah will do soon enough. who knows what will happen in future, aite?

still a long way to go, aren't i? 

i'm not a busy person tapi kemalasan yg melampau selalu menjadi penghalang antara saya dan blog ni :p

anyway, i'm having a hard time now. gotta move on, have to study. there's an exam that will be around the corner, and i'm one of the candidates. good luck to me, and good luck to others.

will update anytime soon. that's all for now. adios!

sincerely,

cikmuda [♥]

finale.

Assalamualaikum dear readers~



How's life? I hope everything was okay. Its been a while since I blogged, huh? I'm feeling good, but the haze out there is not a joke. This world have always been taken for granted for some people.  The weather is no good, luckily rain has been pouring for no less than 10 minutes this evening.

Now I'm having my final exam for exactly 9 days starting today. Yay! I'm going to finish studying here soon, so happy. I supposed to study by now but I'm still taking a bit of my time to update here. I guess that's all. Have to go now. Good day~ 

Adios~ <(^,^)>

Sincerely,

cikmuda [♥]

We are... ☺

My bro has registered at a local university. 

We are getting older already. 

I missed him, though. :')

...and suddenly

I feel like crying, I wanna go home now. 

I miss my mom, my dad, my brothers and sisters and our cats. 

I miss my bestfriend, I miss him, I miss my home. 

I starting to cry out loud because every time after I finished my Isyak prayer, I suddenly feel so sad. 

Thinking that I'm all alone here, without no one except the cat and the kitties.

I want my mom. :'(

I wanna go home, mom.

Hello hello goes to mellow

Assalamualaikum~

Hi all. It's been so long since my last updates. Been so very busy these few months. So, I'm taking a bit of my time to update here. These few weeks, I've been very stress. Completing the assignments, studying for the tests and quizzes, unexpected questions from our lecturers and little assignments to be submitted in a day or two every weeks.

From every 3 lectures we have studied, we have given a test to test whether we understand the topics or not. The marks we have gain is to be collected for carry marks. Next week, I have 3 test in a row. I'm going to strive hard for every test, because the question for our exam will be 90% same with test. That's a good thing about our test. hiks

Anyway, Happy May everyone. Have a pleasant days~! Err.. That's all I guess.. See you guys next time. Chiao!

Sincerely,

cikmuda [♥]

Forgive me Allah

O Allah, forgive me, wrongdoings which you know inside and out, and if I do them again, then forgive me again. O Allah, forgive me for not fulfilling those promises I made to myself but did not put them into effect. O Allah, forgive me the mysterious suggestions of the eyes, my bad language, forgetfulness, carelessness, and foolish utterances.

Reality

I am useless

I am extremely sad about myself.

I am being my true self.

I am really pathetic, no self-confidence, no strength to face the future.

This is me.

I think I am gonna die.

we remember when everyone else forgot

Is that true that our memories can really makes us happy, or sad?

yeah, it really does.