We are... ☺

My bro has registered at a local university. 

We are getting older already. 

I missed him, though. :')

...and suddenly

I feel like crying, I wanna go home now. 

I miss my mom, my dad, my brothers and sisters and our cats. 

I miss my bestfriend, I miss him, I miss my home. 

I starting to cry out loud because every time after I finished my Isyak prayer, I suddenly feel so sad. 

Thinking that I'm all alone here, without no one except the cat and the kitties.

I want my mom. :'(

I wanna go home, mom.

Hello hello goes to mellow

Assalamualaikum~

Hi all. It's been so long since my last updates. Been so very busy these few months. So, I'm taking a bit of my time to update here. These few weeks, I've been very stress. Completing the assignments, studying for the tests and quizzes, unexpected questions from our lecturers and little assignments to be submitted in a day or two every weeks.

From every 3 lectures we have studied, we have given a test to test whether we understand the topics or not. The marks we have gain is to be collected for carry marks. Next week, I have 3 test in a row. I'm going to strive hard for every test, because the question for our exam will be 90% same with test. That's a good thing about our test. hiks

Anyway, Happy May everyone. Have a pleasant days~! Err.. That's all I guess.. See you guys next time. Chiao!

Sincerely,

cikmuda [♥]

Forgive me Allah

O Allah, forgive me, wrongdoings which you know inside and out, and if I do them again, then forgive me again. O Allah, forgive me for not fulfilling those promises I made to myself but did not put them into effect. O Allah, forgive me the mysterious suggestions of the eyes, my bad language, forgetfulness, carelessness, and foolish utterances.

Reality

I am useless

I am extremely sad about myself.

I am being my true self.

I am really pathetic, no self-confidence, no strength to face the future.

This is me.

I think I am gonna die.

we remember when everyone else forgot

Is that true that our memories can really makes us happy, or sad?

yeah, it really does.

It's a brand new day, again~

Assalamualaikum~

Hi all. Sorry for not updating quite a while. I'm extremely busy so I can't even open this blogger site. Too much homework and assignments. I am so happy today for completing most of my assignments and homework. One thing that is for sure make me this happy is that today is my 1st anniversary.

To my dear love, Happy 1st Anniversary. May Allah bless us forever, Insya-Allah.

For making you angry all the time, I am extremely apologize for that. My childish self make me this way. I know, I've promised you that I'll change but don't expect me to change drastically. Let me change slowly, so that I can cherish all that I do to change myself.

Sincerely,

cikmuda [♥]

Back again~

Assalamualaikum~

Konnichiwa~!

It's been so long since my last update. I'm so sorry, readers. Gomenasai~ Time is being jealous with me because I'm having so much fun with my holiday. Now that my holiday has been ended since last Sunday, I've been coping with the stress of getting so much assignments. The assignments are killing all of us. In just two days, we're getting 4 assignments at the same time. The first one will be submitted tomorrow, two of them will be submitted next week and the other one will be submitted in one month time.


While doing my assignment just now, I take a little of my time updating this blog of mine. Though the contents is not updated, well, the readers keep coming in. Thanks for that.

So, how's your day? Is it good or otherwise? I'm so healthy that I'm being able to update this blog. I hope all of you having a good time and always healthy and sound.


The weather seem nice here, though it is much hotter than in my hometown. Away for too long, I'm coming back for good. I wanna struggle for my final semester. Getting excellent result, get a better life and improve myself that I can do it and not giving up easily.

Anyway, have a wonderful days, everyone!

Sincerely,

cikmuda [♥]

Quotes of the day~

“ Live a life inspired everyday. ”

It's just a bad day, not a bad life.

“ If you love and respect letters enough, they'll let you have your way with them. ”